I might just.

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Finally had the "I don't want to leeeeaaaave" breakdown. It happened right after I took down all my pictures and everything looked so empty. My heart still feels heavy, and I feel like I could start the breakdown all over again at any second.

This was first place I felt at home in a long time. My first home with Tom.

But things can only get better from here, right?
God, I hope so.

Now, to distract myself with Chinese food and PBR.

LLLLET'SSS GGGOOOO

I quit my job this week to move to Orlando and attend Le Cordon Bleu Orlando for patisserie and baking.

I'm as close to broke as anyone should be before deciding to move across the state to pursue my dream.

I'm leaving behind my boyfriend, my family, and the steadiest job I've ever had.

I'm equal parts terrified and excited, but mostly, I'm ready.

This shit just got real.